New skin,
YEAH YEAH.
That'll mean i won't be free (or i can't be bothered) to post pictures today.
Whatever.
I'll do it some other day.
Besides, they're not fab or whatever.
So why anticipate.
Today pretty much sucked.
Except for choir.
Which lightened me up abit.
But i was feeling all lethargic and stuff.
Eyes kept tearing and tearing.
I couldn't stop yawning.
And feeling pissed off.And the lil girl on the bus were one of the few that made me smile today.
Placed her tiny hand on my lap and smiled at me.
If only everyone's hearts were as innocent as hers.
But alas, i fell asleep against the glass window.
With the music playing from my mp3 booming in my ears.
Damnit, i think i need more sleep.
Had Aikido for post-exams programme today.
It was interesting, indeed.
And pretty enjoyable.
However i just hated the grass that made my leg itched.
Heh.
Class rehersals for the creativity show sucked hard.
Nobody was listening to me give instructions.
I wondered why i was standing in front of everyone in the first place.
Maybe i should've minded my own business.
Besides, 1/1 doesn't seem to give a damn about anything.
So why should i?
Don't even think a quater of the class would attend the class bbq next week.
Honestly, i don't think 1/1 has class spirit.
Like everybody's so caught up academically that they can't be bothered with other stuff like these.
This is just so sick.
I don't think i can live with a class like this for the next three years.
UGH!
It's like so damn disturbing.
I've never felt so fucked up for such a long time already.Been've spending alot of time thinking about stuff that i shouldn't.
It's just so frustrating!
I'm like planning out my own suicide plan.
There are some things in life that i should let go off.
There are some things in life that i'll never get.
There are some things in life that are not worth pursuing.
There are still many wonderful things in life waiting for me to discover.
But i don't think i'd ever find them.Seriously,
I think there's something worng with me up there.
I'm not trying to act emo and stuff.
I'm not vying for attention.
(I don't need or want it anyway.)
I'm not trying to make life worse for myself.
I'm just..
Natural?
It's so humane of me to have these problems.
I don't know.
I don't wanna care.
Just wanna walk on and see how life goes.
Well, i guess i better catch some sleep.
My sister's hopeless with her chinese,
Just like me.
Heh,
Tata. :D
"Why have cliques where no one can go in, and no one can go out?"
- Laguna Beach.
